Tuesday, April 04, 2006
incandescent
Some things are always an incandescent spark tt flickers for a moment or so then fades into oblivion...i feel my spiritual life is like tt. The passion for Christ is always ignited by well, bible study, christian friends who inspire you and church. It's really hard to keep the flame burning. It's heartening when i had a chat with a fren from church abt my probs in my spiritual walk and she told me that it prob wuz because as a Christian I had grown. When she said tt i wuz surprised...but i thought i wuz floundering.
She told me tt a likely theory wuz tt I wuz not consistent say in QT, and I had to find the source of the prob, hence i find tt I'm not as close to Him anymore. I agree with her. I mean, if one wuz a new believer and is not tt consistent in prayer, QT or in seeking the word, God will still manifest Himself to the believer to aid in his/her faith. But as one matures, the discipline as a Christian to seek the Lord is more important...hence i believe tt if as a Christian you feel your spiritual life is low and you feel distant from the Lord, the withdrawal of His presence in your life could b Him hinting at you to return to Him.
Hence, I took her advice and indeed...He reveals tt He is ever faithful, waiting for His children to come back to Him:)
*****
Anywayz... Im in an official dilemma now. To go or not to go..that is the question. Which decision will i feel most at peace with? I really haven't a clue. We'll see, I still have abt 3 days to decide.
Swee is cooking for her family on thurs. At least she plans to:) Decided to take up the job of being the family chef. I rather like cooking to tell you the truth. Hopefully it would go well. I shall go western..more fun.
Went to joey's house today with tatt and cass to bake! We baked lava cake and apple crumble. Lava cake wuz a failure lah...way too watery..the only layer of cake wuz the topmost layer which began to sink into the watery chocolate grave when our spoons went in. Haha, but the apple crumble wuz rather nice:) Everybody is gg in soon. So sad. Tatt on fri and ll on sat. We shall meet again all you soon to be ns men. Haha. I feel vaguely old.
She told me tt a likely theory wuz tt I wuz not consistent say in QT, and I had to find the source of the prob, hence i find tt I'm not as close to Him anymore. I agree with her. I mean, if one wuz a new believer and is not tt consistent in prayer, QT or in seeking the word, God will still manifest Himself to the believer to aid in his/her faith. But as one matures, the discipline as a Christian to seek the Lord is more important...hence i believe tt if as a Christian you feel your spiritual life is low and you feel distant from the Lord, the withdrawal of His presence in your life could b Him hinting at you to return to Him.
Hence, I took her advice and indeed...He reveals tt He is ever faithful, waiting for His children to come back to Him:)
*****
Anywayz... Im in an official dilemma now. To go or not to go..that is the question. Which decision will i feel most at peace with? I really haven't a clue. We'll see, I still have abt 3 days to decide.
Swee is cooking for her family on thurs. At least she plans to:) Decided to take up the job of being the family chef. I rather like cooking to tell you the truth. Hopefully it would go well. I shall go western..more fun.
Went to joey's house today with tatt and cass to bake! We baked lava cake and apple crumble. Lava cake wuz a failure lah...way too watery..the only layer of cake wuz the topmost layer which began to sink into the watery chocolate grave when our spoons went in. Haha, but the apple crumble wuz rather nice:) Everybody is gg in soon. So sad. Tatt on fri and ll on sat. We shall meet again all you soon to be ns men. Haha. I feel vaguely old.
// posted by grace @ 9:21 PM 
