Thursday, June 30, 2005
So far...so good
Haha im juz recovering from visiting the very ancient website of Uncle Ho...hurhur. It's so freakin' funny. U r one crappy person! Or rather wuz...tt webbie I understand must be abt 2 years old, done in the full innocence and brainlessness of a bored young man. So yes u have juz lighten up my day with your crap. I'm serious! It wuz so funny i juz kept laughing lah. Pls ok to e choir peeps go check out geoffrey ho's web...it's really funny!!! Ok free publicity:)
Haha...im still so amused:) Anywayz, school hath just beginneth it's brand new chapter. Life and all it's fixity, back on track. The time hath cometh for hibernation to begin it's dull period in my otherwise colourful world! O crap. Yupz, today is thursday. I think i lost my hp because i can't find it. But see im not sure, such a blur queen right. *sigh* i hope i can find it. My only hope now is tt it's in my dad's car, must have slipped out of the very-shallow pockets of my uniform! Arghhh...anywayz, i love thursdays! Cause it's e only day i can actually have free time for myself! :) So i had lunch with jem today. Lovely time.
Oh dear, I really wonder why im not all tt freaked out for prelims... i think i shd be. Why am i not worried?? See im currently sitting down here surfing when i shd be doing art or something. ok let's see...i hope to get an average of mainly C's but yeah lah at the rate im gg, fat hope.
Passion AC Tmr night, 7.30pm, ACJC Hall. All is invited. Get friends and loved ones to come as well. Yeah, im really quite glad tt it has finally happened, this passion ac. I had always hoped there would be one like how there is a Love MG:) I wuz speaking to my fren today and i told her how I always feel His touch and the realness of the Lord whenever i go for love mg. Then i realise tt it's cause I go there wanting it so much and expecting to get it. I mean i can't help but feel a sense of belonging and security when i return to my alma mater, henceforth i juz forget the big ME and everything else tt revolves around my life. Who cares? I'm worshipping my God. I still rmb what the worship leader at love mg said: "Turn to the person beside you and tell him or her, 'if you don't laugh at me, i won't laugh at you. Let's worship our Lord'." Something to tt effect, and i must say, it wuz enough to make me come back to Him and know tt it's not abt who's there looking at you but the Lord tt we worship.
I can't say tt our generation of youths are totally cold for the Lord. I see alot of very Godly youths around, and yeah even in AC. I think my juniors are a real God-fearing and loving bunch. Yeah. Possibly even more lively and filled with the spirit than most adults. That's juz my opinion, feel free to differ. I admit, I get sucked into the world most of the time. Sometimes i know that I am but lukewarm for the Lord. Something he would spew. I tell you the truth, it's not easy. But i think he deserves all the so called 'persecution' and all barriers that we have to go through.
Hmm...it's tiring to always see things in the light of eternity. I read this prose extract in a lit paper, and it's so true. It spoke of life, people turn out differently because of the way they look at the path in front of them, either with a short-sighted myopic view or a long-sighted one. Suddenly, my problems seem so small.
Haha...im still so amused:) Anywayz, school hath just beginneth it's brand new chapter. Life and all it's fixity, back on track. The time hath cometh for hibernation to begin it's dull period in my otherwise colourful world! O crap. Yupz, today is thursday. I think i lost my hp because i can't find it. But see im not sure, such a blur queen right. *sigh* i hope i can find it. My only hope now is tt it's in my dad's car, must have slipped out of the very-shallow pockets of my uniform! Arghhh...anywayz, i love thursdays! Cause it's e only day i can actually have free time for myself! :) So i had lunch with jem today. Lovely time.
Oh dear, I really wonder why im not all tt freaked out for prelims... i think i shd be. Why am i not worried?? See im currently sitting down here surfing when i shd be doing art or something. ok let's see...i hope to get an average of mainly C's but yeah lah at the rate im gg, fat hope.
Passion AC Tmr night, 7.30pm, ACJC Hall. All is invited. Get friends and loved ones to come as well. Yeah, im really quite glad tt it has finally happened, this passion ac. I had always hoped there would be one like how there is a Love MG:) I wuz speaking to my fren today and i told her how I always feel His touch and the realness of the Lord whenever i go for love mg. Then i realise tt it's cause I go there wanting it so much and expecting to get it. I mean i can't help but feel a sense of belonging and security when i return to my alma mater, henceforth i juz forget the big ME and everything else tt revolves around my life. Who cares? I'm worshipping my God. I still rmb what the worship leader at love mg said: "Turn to the person beside you and tell him or her, 'if you don't laugh at me, i won't laugh at you. Let's worship our Lord'." Something to tt effect, and i must say, it wuz enough to make me come back to Him and know tt it's not abt who's there looking at you but the Lord tt we worship.
I can't say tt our generation of youths are totally cold for the Lord. I see alot of very Godly youths around, and yeah even in AC. I think my juniors are a real God-fearing and loving bunch. Yeah. Possibly even more lively and filled with the spirit than most adults. That's juz my opinion, feel free to differ. I admit, I get sucked into the world most of the time. Sometimes i know that I am but lukewarm for the Lord. Something he would spew. I tell you the truth, it's not easy. But i think he deserves all the so called 'persecution' and all barriers that we have to go through.
Hmm...it's tiring to always see things in the light of eternity. I read this prose extract in a lit paper, and it's so true. It spoke of life, people turn out differently because of the way they look at the path in front of them, either with a short-sighted myopic view or a long-sighted one. Suddenly, my problems seem so small.
// posted by grace @ 9:16 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Back
I'm back, bumming around, busted big time, burned out! haha not quite but almost. Ah wellz, tmr it's back to school. Ergh...mixed feelings really. I would much rather get out of the house some but sigh the waking up early is a real bummer.
Anywayz, tour wuz real fun. I had a great time...much to my surprise. I mean, i didn't really want to go due to practical reasons of wanting to study for prelims...and well, holiday meant break so...yeah. But hey, i can't say tt i regretted gg, and i had a great time. Haha, and we didn't get sick of each other, in fact we...grew...stronger...closer, it wuz something else:) I mean when i came back, the people tt i felt like i missed most and wanted to see were...choir people:) haha. Ok u guys better b grateful.
I had better get on to documenting my trip before my memory fails me...im quite surprised tt i had such a good memory... while recalling and re-living the times in europe, i found tt i had most of the details down pat. Haha so much for my previous entry on the inaccuracy of memory. Ah...sigh...when i write it all down i can't help but to wish to cherish such a lovely feeling for the longest time possible. But even as i write this i know many things won't last.
Uh-oh...haha grace is becoming all cynical again. no lah, not quite...i accept tt...if we know things like that will last forever, we wouldn't cherish it so much:)
Hmmm...i still can't believe im gg back to school tmr. I still can't believe it. Oh well, the beginning of the end of my present pain:)
Anywayz, tour wuz real fun. I had a great time...much to my surprise. I mean, i didn't really want to go due to practical reasons of wanting to study for prelims...and well, holiday meant break so...yeah. But hey, i can't say tt i regretted gg, and i had a great time. Haha, and we didn't get sick of each other, in fact we...grew...stronger...closer, it wuz something else:) I mean when i came back, the people tt i felt like i missed most and wanted to see were...choir people:) haha. Ok u guys better b grateful.
I had better get on to documenting my trip before my memory fails me...im quite surprised tt i had such a good memory... while recalling and re-living the times in europe, i found tt i had most of the details down pat. Haha so much for my previous entry on the inaccuracy of memory. Ah...sigh...when i write it all down i can't help but to wish to cherish such a lovely feeling for the longest time possible. But even as i write this i know many things won't last.
Uh-oh...haha grace is becoming all cynical again. no lah, not quite...i accept tt...if we know things like that will last forever, we wouldn't cherish it so much:)
Hmmm...i still can't believe im gg back to school tmr. I still can't believe it. Oh well, the beginning of the end of my present pain:)
// posted by grace @ 9:29 PM
