Saturday, December 18, 2004
A compulsive desire
ok, so here it goes...
really don't know y i started this blog...i never really liked blogging. It's like revealing everything to anyone, how vulnerable. Yet here i m starting one. Haha. Oh wellz like i said it's a compulsive desire so i can't stop it & anywayz i guess it wld b fun whilst it last:)
Argh...wat's the date today? Oh no...time flies...there r many things to give thanx 4, so i shall forget to cry:)
Wellz, ogl camp went great!! Hehz so happy that i made it through interviews, it really meant alot to me. Kudos to jude n Inez who planned the games:) yupz enjoy ur trip to Taiwan kaez! Yupz, glad to have gotten to noe all of my cavelon members a little better, Tyrellus rox!! Tho the games were muddy, dirty, n slimy what with all the foodstuff, we bonded. Mass dance!! Yeah, love every second of it:) Haha, e 5 of us choir members/ogls r so onz we even practice during choir breaks:) (yes i noe must rest...but later!)
Finally met up with huiling n deb...after like wat seemed like eternity, heh will b going to deb's house tmr after church. yeah! So ironic eh, tt we spend more time together during sch then during the hols. Can't wait to c u guys n everyone else at sch next year.
Carolling season has started...i'm improving!! i think i really m!! yay, so they r right, miracles can happen during choral workshop n carolling season:) There wuz this really memorable moment when we were carolling n this lady in the audience looked really teary-eyed...ahhh, she made it all worthwhile. To touch someone with one's music...is such a beautiful thing.
Sighz, i think i will b missing the ogl meeting on the 30th, darn...so sad. Oh wellz.
Today, was pretty mundane...yupz, but i realized tt i actually enjoy cooking:) Heh, yupz i cooked both lunch & dinner today, not too bad, Dad wuz surprised i could actually cooked. Eh, don't mess:) Haha, but there wuz a time when i aspired to b a chef, must b all those episodes of the Naked Chef. I tried to do Art today...haiz, now i treat Art like homework, it's a real burden. Where did all the passion go? Everything is so transient nowadays...but i don't want to b a quitter. Yupz, so i shall juz do it & stop procrastinating so much...*sigh*
We talked alot at dinner, my Dad n I. About God mainly:) I have not enough will power to stay focus for long. I always tend to drift away... I think tt's my main weakness n my pride.
Enough said.
really don't know y i started this blog...i never really liked blogging. It's like revealing everything to anyone, how vulnerable. Yet here i m starting one. Haha. Oh wellz like i said it's a compulsive desire so i can't stop it & anywayz i guess it wld b fun whilst it last:)
Argh...wat's the date today? Oh no...time flies...there r many things to give thanx 4, so i shall forget to cry:)
Wellz, ogl camp went great!! Hehz so happy that i made it through interviews, it really meant alot to me. Kudos to jude n Inez who planned the games:) yupz enjoy ur trip to Taiwan kaez! Yupz, glad to have gotten to noe all of my cavelon members a little better, Tyrellus rox!! Tho the games were muddy, dirty, n slimy what with all the foodstuff, we bonded. Mass dance!! Yeah, love every second of it:) Haha, e 5 of us choir members/ogls r so onz we even practice during choir breaks:) (yes i noe must rest...but later!)
Finally met up with huiling n deb...after like wat seemed like eternity, heh will b going to deb's house tmr after church. yeah! So ironic eh, tt we spend more time together during sch then during the hols. Can't wait to c u guys n everyone else at sch next year.
Carolling season has started...i'm improving!! i think i really m!! yay, so they r right, miracles can happen during choral workshop n carolling season:) There wuz this really memorable moment when we were carolling n this lady in the audience looked really teary-eyed...ahhh, she made it all worthwhile. To touch someone with one's music...is such a beautiful thing.
Sighz, i think i will b missing the ogl meeting on the 30th, darn...so sad. Oh wellz.
Today, was pretty mundane...yupz, but i realized tt i actually enjoy cooking:) Heh, yupz i cooked both lunch & dinner today, not too bad, Dad wuz surprised i could actually cooked. Eh, don't mess:) Haha, but there wuz a time when i aspired to b a chef, must b all those episodes of the Naked Chef. I tried to do Art today...haiz, now i treat Art like homework, it's a real burden. Where did all the passion go? Everything is so transient nowadays...but i don't want to b a quitter. Yupz, so i shall juz do it & stop procrastinating so much...*sigh*
We talked alot at dinner, my Dad n I. About God mainly:) I have not enough will power to stay focus for long. I always tend to drift away... I think tt's my main weakness n my pride.
Enough said.
// posted by grace @ 10:36 PM 
